Oh I'm so fucking bored. And hungry.
Let's see, what I ate today.
Scrambled eggs for breakfest and tea with sugar. Then... a yogurt. Then loads of water. Two glasses of coke. And some fucking gummy strawberries that make me wanna throw up. Not too bad, since I tend to eat a lot when I'm home alone.
Watched Thirteen. It always makes me realise I will never be thirteen again. And that I don't really remember what I was doing when I was thirteen. I drunk my way through being a teen. Sad.
Nevermind. Argh I'm so fucking frustrated. I want to be pretty and thin. I want to look in the mirror and see myself pretty. I want to feel pretty finally. Fuckin shit. I need to do more exercises. And drink more water. Much more water.
About Me
- control freak
- Silly little girl. Obsessively controling her life. Constantly dieting but never satisfied. Senior in high school so freaking out. Drinker, smoker, ocasionally drug user. Sometimes mean, on the other hand shy and quiet. Concerts loving music adict. Struggling with eating problems and recovering from SI.
I'm the exact same way. Exercising, drinking water. Exercising, drinking water.
ReplyDeleteFew tips, if I may... Replace the sugar with Splenda, and the coke with diet coke, or green tea if you can stand it. I found that if I always have something to drink in my hands, I never actually feel hungry. Water, green tea with a few berries on the side, more water, a Venti Starbucks coffee, more water, etc.
I wee all day long (I spend more time in the loo than anyone I know) but the weight is falling off!
xJax
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